To those of you who saw my posting about my dad and have sent me good wishes and prayers, you have no idea what that means to me. Today especially was a bad day. David was such a blessing trying to help be an intermediary with phone calls. I normally have 2 helpers on Monday and had neither today so it was lil ole me and it was very difficult to stop doing my job to keep running to answer phone calls. My boss was very understanding as were my coworkers, even so I still broke down 2 or 3 times.

I am mentally just not prepared to have to handle someone else's business when it isn't like for your spouse. He is being sent to a rehab facility tomorrow(thankfully it didn't end up being today) and I can go and take care of the paperwork. And all of this on top of the fact that we do not have a good relationship so I really don't want to be doing this. He has been the king of poor decisions for almost 40 years and just has never taken responsibility for them and we are left holding the bag.